“If we are faithless, He remains faithful, for he cannot disown himself” (2 Timothy 2:13).
“Then he said to his disciples, ‘The harvest is plentiful, but the laborers are few; therefore, pray earnestly to the Lord of the harvest to send out laborers into his harvest.” - Matthew 9:37-38
I had always heard this verse and thought, “well if the workers are THAT few, I better get out…
I am. I’m so broken, I’m so tarnished. My sin, my feelings are eating me up inside and I can feel my heart, just me as a person, deteriorate and crumble apart. I don’t want to try anymore…I’m tired. I just want to lay here and wait for someone to come and fix me, even though I well know that I can’t be fixed.
My head tells me that I should be happy, but my heart tells me I’m sad. My head tells me that I have so much: friends, family, GOD, but inside, I feel so lonely. My head tells me to laugh and to smile, but in my heart I just want to sit down and cry. My head tells me that God will provide for me, that He has a plan, but inside, I can’t help but feel so helpless and lost.
God, you are the only one that can fix me, that can complete me and make me whole. Break me down and rebuild me into a better and new creation. I need more of you in my life. I’m struggling Lord, I’m trying to reach out and grab onto something, anything, but my grasp is so short…reach out to me and let it be you that I grab onto. Let my heart rejoice in you, let your presence be sufficient enough for me, let me take joy in my life and make it yours, let me have complete and utter dependence and trust in you.
Hungry, I come to You
For I know You satisfy
I am empty, but I know
Your love does not run dry
So I wait for You
So I wait for You
I’m falling on my knees
Offering all of me
Jesus, You’re all this heart is living for
Broken, I run to You
For Your arms are open wide
I am weary, but I know
Your touch restores my life
So I wait for You
So I wait for You
I’m falling on my knees
Offering all of me
Jesus, You’re all this heart is living for
Lord, let this become my life. Become my strength, become my purpose. This is my cry of help to you.
I see a lot of posts and statuses all saying that they want a guy who puts God first. In fact I hear that said a lot by a lot of sisters. I’m glad you’re saying that, but I just want to ask you all and want you to ask yourselves to genuinely consider what that entails.
Simply put it’s this: God…

